disrespect.

ice lemon tea.

Dec 2, 2009 6:40 PM

For probably the 100th time, I realised again that whatever happens, happens. Crying will only help release the pain, so cry. But if it can’t be fixed, then don’t even try to fix it. Whatever is happening will pass, and it won’t even matter in 10 years, will it?? So just relax. Relax. Take it easy, whatever it is that you are trying to get over. Take your time eventually you’ll find what you’re looking for without even realising it. That is all I realised for today...

this is to me, Shakinah, Hanna and all the rest of the girls out there. ^^

If you aint got money, you pay with pain.

12:41 AM

HAHA! Went out with my two best sisters, Kak NUNU and Kak IZZANTI!
Awesome or what? Haha, and to Kak Izzanti - Congratulations to you for finding out what that is needed to find out. LOL!
Honey Honey? Adidas Adidas? :D
Love you girls! And like finally! I get to eat my LONG JOHN SILVER! was craving for it for days, i tell ya! haha :D

So tomorrow, im going out with Raudhah and Hanna! Cant waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaait ~ ^^

Shakinah got show with kak Sari and i was not needed. Sad or what?! LOL. So i told myself that i am going to buy a new shoe tomorrow! ^^ cant wait cant wait cant wait! Like finally, Ma. LIKE FINALLY!

you know what? HAHA! you don need to know. :P

anyway, is anybody reading this blog? LOL, and i cried today. My brother want to sell my laptop away. D:

And if you're ready for war, where the umph you at?

Are you sleeping? Can you please be awake and just... just message me unexpectedly to put that smile on my face again. To say hello with an exclamation mark so that my heart will skip a beat like it used to?

But you know what. Don't. Cause' i want to move on.

Gosh, im so fickle-minded.

i can't take no more.

Nov 30, 2009 11:23 PM

It's really been weighing on me,

tell me what did I do?

To have ya'll hatin on me,

When I don't have nothin to prove.

Sometimes I shake my head,

when I'm layin down in my bed.

Thinkin bout the things been said,

when you really don't know me yet.

oh, i love this song.

i got a couple screws loose.

6:34 PM

i have to admit; I look quite okay with thick make-up. HAHA! Cause' usually i will look super ugly and super gay. Three cheers for meeeee!

BORNFIRE 2009 was such a huge deal for me. It feels like musical and you can say that it is one of the highlights in 2009.

We made A LOT of mistakes during our dance. But I don't think anyone noticed :D HAHA! Awesome, or what?!

I am really going to miss the dance practices and the going home late at night. Now, it feels like I've got nothing to do during this school holiday. D:

anw, more pictures at my facebook! go check it out. ^^

I miss you, by the way.

let's rewind.

Nov 29, 2009 11:07 PM

haha, tell you something.

Happy Belated Birthday, A.

23Nov09.

I know it's very late.

but still.

As if you remember me anyway.

mystery google!

8:31 PM

I was so bored just now so i went to mystery google and typed in, " What should i do?"

And i got,

" Congratulations, Secret Agent Nikdoodlebob. Now, your assignment as a mysterygoogle secret agent is to copy and paste this, until you see this again. Once you see it again, you will be promoted furthur, to Secret Agent Mcsquiggleballb. Make us proud.

How cool is this?!?! HAHA!

I wake up in the morning feeling like P.Diddy.

6:54 PM

WOOOOOH!

im too lazy to update about yesterday night.

But best believe, it was fun! :D

Eh, why nobody tag my blog anymore? I know some of you are reading my blog secretly hor.

Cause when i was randomly chatting with you guys, and i asked you where you get that little piece of information that i know i didn't tell you, you will say

"Oh, I read your blog."

Awesome or what?! Haha! Okay, i will do a proper update in a few years time.

EJACULATED - to utter suddenly and briefly; exclaim.

G-GET WILD.

Nov 27, 2009 10:07 PM

Hari Raya Haji at cousin's house was a bummer. LOL! what is bummer? Need to check it out in the dictionary.

BUMMER - disappointing, unpleasant.
ahhhh! yeah, its very disappointing. Didn't have a lot of fun like we used to. :(

Pictures are with Kak Eeqa. Go ask her yourself! :p

Can't wait for tomorrow's performance at Dhoby Ghaut Green. Haha, we're playing with fire! Truth to be told, I AM FEELING RATHER NERVOUS. What if my costume is on fire? :o THAT WOULD BE AWESOMEEEEEE! no, im kidding. haha!

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I realized that after Monday and Tuesday, even the calander says W T F. MLIA.
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take a gun and count to three.

11:44 AM

i'm terrified, but i'm not leaving. I know that I must pass this test.

God, yesterday night I was so random. Sorry to disturb you guys. Was feeling rather low. Haha! K, i lied. Very low. Being fifteen is very... crazy. Because I believe that at this age is when I really learn how to grow and become a real teenager.

But my best friend is right. When life brings you to your weakest point, fight back by being strong and always remember Allah. God always loves you, so there's no need to search for another love and another happiness. My love is Allah.

k, dee! stop being so ustazah-ish. AHA! And by the way, this is not an emo post. It's just a random post.

AND!! My dad called me a freako :D That easily made my day.

And the word for today is...
OBSOLETE - no longer in use.

Oh! Something just pop up in my mind! Bronfire festival is tomorrow! :o and and and, i am now getting ready to go out to celebrate Hari Raya Haji! :p

P/S - i love my dad for being a hero in my everyday life.

26NOV09!

Nov 26, 2009 1:01 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOTH OF MY GIRLS, SHASHA and BELLE!

love you girls to the fullest! Have a great birthday! woooooots~

MY SHAKINAH IS AWESOME!

Nov 25, 2009 2:21 PM

okay, okay! i need to stop 'copy and paste' other posts from my besties. But hey, i love them :D

To SHAKINAH!

You're right! i used to be the happiest teenager on earth and i still am! LOL LOL! haha! Thanks, beb. And Gosh, what you wrote above is super accurate that it's freaking me out. :O haha! i love ya beb. And i love Hanna too. And i love Raudhah too. WE SHALL TAKE OVER THE WORLD!!!

Sometimes i get a lil' crazy and i aint scared of nobody.

1:51 PM

aku dah maju ahh!

See! i got twitter! Wooooooh~ Steady pom pi pi!

HAHA! Khairi told me yesterday that my posts are becoming more emo lately. And i was like 'Where got?' Then, i went to reread my blog posts and fair enough, it's getting more emo.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~

So i'm gonna make this a little bit more cheerful aye? :DDD

HAHA, i got dance later onwards and am looking forward to it. Deep inside, i am hoping that maybe i will bump into you later! HAHA! No lah, kidding! But its Wednesday, right? ^^

Shit, dee. Stop dreaming! yeeeeeshhhhh~

Yesterday, i cried for some idiotic reasons. HAHA! But I would like to thank Zul for being a listening and irritating ear. LOL! cheyyy, got honoured or not? :D LOL, but dude, Thanks for being there for me. Like Awwwwwww!

kk, enough of the mushy stuffs. I need to eat. And oh Shakinah! I hope you're feeling better beb!

K, we all need to smile!

and i learn a new word today!
IMPROMPTU -without preparation.
heh! its actually not a new word. It's just that this word suddenly came up in my mind and i went to check it in the dictionary. Ouhsome!

P/S: i love this post! HAHA! :P